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Again in my grandpop's house. I'm so sleepy I should be sleeping by 9pm. Don't make fun okay I actually do sleep at 9. And it's not a curfew, it's a chosen choice.Anyway little things happened today. I went to the pasar malam and bought pants and a sleeveless hoodie. FINALLY! I got a sleeveless one! It's white so it goes with a lot of things. I'll save up for a black one soon. YAY ME! I look so awesome in it! I never meant to brag. BUT I GOT IT WHERE I WANT IT NOW. LOL.

Today I finally picked up my lazy ass and wash my muddy shoes from camp. OK seriously I am the most laziest person alive in the whole cult of lazy people. And oh my GOD my brother is SUCH a BIMBO! I mean he practically screamed when he saw the mud on my shoes and he said I was getting his all brown. HELLO! I was gonna scrub his anyway! He ran and got the pink Rose perfume and sprayed it all over the bathroom. I didn't mind the smell at all but he was practically squeezing the life outta his nose. I don't know how he's gonna survive a simple school camp. He screams at bugs and can't sleep a minute in the dark. I didn't complain about those things last week. And now he's so annoying all he does is play computer games online and I see him fight the same monster for 4 hours straight and he didn't even let me use for 10 minutes.

My primary school friends gave me a surprise confrence on the phone, it was so long since I talked to a single one of them. Except Danial [A.K.A EX-BF] And the first thing all 4 of them said was 'What happen to your accent?'I mean the last time I DID talk t them in an almost American way but when I answered the phone just now, I was like talking in a bimbotic tone and I didn't even notice! I'm so proud of myself. DUDE I seriously don't wanna sound Singaporean anymore. But it IS fun to speak to foreign friends they'll be all 'WHA?'I think I gotta gooo. Dang it. LOL!

Yoko and I are chatting through Aziz's profile. Sowie![Dang it! Madi! I wanted to watch WGB/Caracal/GSE!]

Is it me or the days are going by oh so slowly? The weather's not doing any good either. It's bloody hot. I think I've a fever too. Which makes it worse. Okay I'm sorry I've not posted for so long. My internet DIED because SOMEBODY hasn't paid the dang bills.God help us all.

ALRIGHT LETS TOTALLY START OVER!Highlight of the month;SEC 3 DOTS CONNECTION CAMP

And could I have asked for a better week? Never was I able to have enough fun. It just kept flowing in. I absoltely loved it. The mud, the bugs, the STUFFF! I enjoyed the primitive enviroment...For some reason. Days were HOT, nights were Freezing. No doubt everyone complained about SOMETHING. But the class did an awesome job in everything. Except for some but what the hell. I LOVED kayaking and FFox. LOL. Lets all kayak to the middle of the sea and fish for swordfish! No way. Sleeping in tents and A-huts were so fun, although it did give my bone a bit of a kink. I was so used to sleeping on the hard surface that when I went home I slept on the floor. [Bad idea if your floors are made entirely out of marble.] Every activity ROCKED! Even knots and lashings where everyone tied themselves up instead of doing it right. [And where SOME PEOPLE decide to sleep.AIR-CON IN THERE!] The milo pool was as yucky as I remembered it. [SUCKERS! I didn't swallow a thing]

I almost forgot,Trainers Cindy and Aziz.They're definitely two of a kind! Cindy is so FUNNY with her singing and her insight jokes. And enthusiasm which is hilarious at times. Especially when asking for LEG HAIR from Mac. That time I was like...Uhhh. She's the kind of person who's like...The person behind a person. Okay I know that desn't make sense but that's what I feel.Aziz! Man of the hour. He's like so fun! And an awesome leader if he was Camp Chief. But if he actually was then it wouldn't be fun at all. A potential stand-up comedian. He IS funny! And the guy practically had to deal with at least one injury from one of the girls in class. Hey he's a paramedic! What else was he supposed to do? The other classes [apart from 3/9] had strange trainers, nothing cmpared to ours! THEY'RE JUST THE BEST!The best of the best.Along with Wani.

Campfire was like the most AWESOME finale for a camp! I mean I heard they didn't have an actual campfire for like years.YAY US! Everyone did a great job. Although we weren't he best. And I was like so tired. I didn't wanna scream either because my voice was HOARSE. I sound worse than a man. I still DO have a sore throat. I'm too lazy to take medicine. I can't sing a single high note how am I to duet now? Be a tenor? Gah.

The was another thing. EVERYBODY was talking Singlish. I couldn't help it either. I couldn't say a proper sentence without a single 'lah' or 'mah'. And I spoke so much malay slang. I felt so strange, also because Siti and Nurul usually speak in malay. But I tried to speak properly but it was like so what the hell lah. Diao. Aziz tried to help me once but I was like 'I'm trying to you know that!' but that's all I managed to say.DUDE! YOU SPEAK BETTER ENGLISH THAN I DO!Actually the way I speak is more of an American slang. This school has a lot of those kind. I get influenced too. But now I speak more singlish. I annoy myself sometimes. Damn the cow! I really loved it and miss it so much. Studies are just pressing down on us like we're express class kids.Oh shit I remembered I'm sec 3 now. Bloody hell. I shall try my best this year. And actually study. I haven't studied much since like kindergarten. I swear the day I get awesome grades is the day I hit myself with a sledgehammer. And that might hurt. :-O

ILY3N8/9&AZIZ&CINDY

YAY! DANN HAS A BLOG NOW!
POST POST POST DAN!
Not like any of you know who he is.
My blog is a fucking dead grave.












Excuse the language.

Holidays are like everyone elses. But I have yet to post on Lime sonic bang. Dont worry i will... when i remember to... I got hold of Luke's e-mail [YAY ME] and Haizam and Rudy who's Luke's faithful followers. Oh my GOD Luke is freaking nice. He really didn't look like that type though.
Haizams FUN! Luke is hot I'll give you that. And I told Rudy he's hot...he took it well. He didn't expect it really. But since he kept saying he's hot so I just told him 'You're hot'

His GF is scary. I just finished SMS-ing Rudy. Then she sms-ed me when I was JUST about to sleep. Man was I annoyed. It was 12am-ish.

HER: Hey who r u? y do u keep sms-ing rudy. do you knw that im his gf?

ME:Oh really?Okay good for you.He looks like a nice guy.

HER:Ya he is.anyway i got a job to do..

ME:Oh cool what is it?

HER:To kp girls like u away from Rudy.

I was THEN Pissed.But I was so sleepy and started swearing in my head.
ME:Oh k sounds like fun.Just for the record I dont like him so yeah. But if you dont mind i'm kinda sleepy so lets chat tommorow okay?


I bet she's suprised at my replies. She's those typical girls lah. The overprotective Minahs. Well Rudy said she's typical. AND he also said she and him not so serious...and he's had worse. SO why have her anyway?

Another deal with him,I told him about the IMETFOB thing. And I duno we started talking about it. But they way he says it, he made me look into a different light. And especially when he said

"If you're talking about Patrick from Fall Out Boy, and you're you from Singapore among the other millions...Then who are you to him?"

Oh my God I wanted to cry because it was SO TRUE. I was GOD DAMN HAPPY WHEN I CHANGED MY MSN NAME! The one which I've had from almost a year.
THANK YOU!


Luke. He is SO FUN to talk to. He's working currently while he waits for school at NAFA. He's a Despatch Walker at Royale Logistics. And I probably gave him quite a good impression. Because when he asked me what I was doing, I said I was interpreting songs...which was true...
He was all like waaaaah. And surprised at my ae. He also said 'Respect for people like you' and 'You're really in depth to music...I like that'
SWEET!

And guess what? He actually ALSO wants to be an Architect. He was like WHOA. XDD SO COOL! He's super smart. After a while I told him about maybe gonna move to NY and he said 'Psst...if you do go there...Promote Monofones music kkkk' and I told him their music was THEIR material and also my latest obsession. He was like 'aww...gosh dont...i duno what to say'
Hahaha!

HAIZAM! Haha our convo's were interesting from Stalking to Singapore...To cats. His cat is soooooo cute! AND BIG AND FUZZY WUZZY <33 He and Rudy are SP friends. He and Luke are buddies for 10 years. I totaly wanna hang out sometime. He told me I HAVE to buy Monofone Merch next time. OMG I WOULD IF A CERTAIN BRENDAN MCCABE DIDN'T CHARM ME INTO BUYING SAW LOSER MERCH. But the towels were nice ;D

He said he had an Autgraphed EP CD. I told him autograph for what? He's your bestfriend you can ask him to sign whatever you want whenever you want! LOL.

I totally hope I can go for Monofone's show on 15th! I'M ACHING FOR ANOTHER SHOW!
And Hym [singer;Luke's bro] was so surprised that I was already looking forward to the next.
He invited me to their Housewarming party. Because he knows I love chocolate and games. Jules [Keyboardist;wife] makes a mean choc fondue, GASP! And then after that XBOX with Monofone at their supposed Movie Room. Their house sounds awesome!

LOL. MATTY!






THERE'S A POST ARE YE HAPPY NOW?!

Casey Calvert, guitarist for post punk/ rock band Hawthorne Heights, was found dead early Saturday morning. Calvert was 26-years-old.

According to several accounts Calvert appeared healthy on Friday night while spending time with friends before going to sleep for the night. Those same reports indicated that Calvert passed away at some point while sleeping.
Casey Calvert’s sound played a big role in Hawthorne Heights and its highly successful second album If Only You Were Lonely which debuted at #3 on the Billboard charts and produced the hit single “Saying Sorry.”

Hawthorne Heights had a show in Detroit, Michigan on Friday night and was scheduled for a show on Saturday in Washington D.C.

The official site of Hawthorne Heights posted a message on their front page stating:

“Today is probably the worst day ever. Its with our deepest regrets that we have to write this. Casey Calvert passed away in his sleep last night. We found out this afternoon before sound-check. We've spent the entire day trying to come to grips with this and figure out as much as possible. At this time we're not sure what exactly happened. Just last night he was joking around with everyone before he went to bed. We can say with absolute certainty that he was not doing anything illegal. Please, out of respect to Casey and his family, don't contribute or succumb to any gossip you may hear. We don't want his memory to be tainted in the least. Casey was our best friend. He was quirky and awesome and there will truly be no others like him! His loss is unexplainable. As soon as we know more we will let you know.” - Source: TransWorld News


This is what I posted on the comments:

I was never a big fan. In fact I've never heard this band before until a couple of weeks ago. But it pains my heart to see a passionate musician just pass away with probably a handfull of other things he wishes to accomplish. From reactions to everybody, Casey must've been a very incredible person. But however he passed away, I know he would be in a happier place. Even though he always did have a happy time making everyone else in the world happy.
In the words of TAI, "Death is going to catch up to all one day, just that yours is coming quicker than ours"

but don't be extremely dissapointed. because Casey wouldn't like his fans to be depressed. he probably wants you to remember him by the mark he left on earth. and just be glad there was someone in your life to make a change.
I hope his family and the band would be able to move on with the happiness from Casey.

Feel Better Everyone :D
Casey's Smiling ;]

i'm a little down,
down on my bed,
curled up in a ball,
it's so ridiculous,
but i can't breath

i thought i found you,
you're too good to be true,
but it never came to me,
that you might've been someone elses

[chrous]
and my heart can't take it,
the words are stingin',
in and out,up and down,
i try to close the space up,
pushing it together,
but it seems i end up,
with broken, tiny pieces,
of my heart

i loved the way you talked to me,
i felt that it could work,
but she picked the phone up,
and told me i couldn't have you

she tried to be nice,
but the words were stabbing me,
i close my eyes,
but no sleep came

and my heart can't take it,
the words are stingin'
in and out,
up and down,
i try to close the space up,
pushing it together,
but it seems i end up,
with broken tiny pieces,
...

[bridge]
oh,and i know,
it was never meant to be,
but i don't deserve this hurt,
because i never even told you,
and you never knew,
i need to move on

[chorus x2]

...

with broken tiny pieces...

Inspired by: ****

©Mariah Original

excuse the minimal use of english

Dear Friends & Family,I think this is good reading for the soul.
The list is too long but you are among the top of people I care. HERE IS SOMETHING WORTH SHARING WITH PEOPLE YOU CARE!! One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on. Several years later, one of the students was killed in Viet Nam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature. The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin. As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.' After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher. 'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.' Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him. 'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.' All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.'
Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.' 'I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'
Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists'
That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again. The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.
So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late. And One Way To Accomplish This Is: Forward this message on. If you do not send it, you will have, once again passed up the wonderful opportunity to do something nice and beautiful. If you've received this, it is because someone cares for you and it means there is probably at least someone for whom you care. If you're 'too busy' to take those few minutes right now to forward this message on, would this be the VERY first time you didn't do that little thing that would make a difference in your relationships?
The more people that you send this to, the better you'll be at reaching out to those you care about.
Remember, you reap what you sow. What you put into the lives of others comes back into your own.
May Your Day Be Blessed As Special As You Are


Stupid Blogger format...
Anyway I got this nice chain mail. Although I didn't send it, apparently only 50 PEOPLE can be in the sending. WTF? I have like 200 plus. That's something to be improved on. My primary school friend sent it to me. LOL. Me and another few familiar e-mails I could see. YAY! I'm SPECIAL! Haha. But the story is nice. I should do that for like when secondary school is over. Whoa come to think about it...it's kinda scary when it's over. GASP! What am I to do EVERYDAY while waiting for school confirmation? WHAT IF I DON'T GET TO GO TO SCHOOL AFTER THIS? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


Oh well. There's only one way to find out. See how much you study and maybe if you feel that this is not enough...STUDY SOME MORE! Can't wait to start the year. Except the having to be in class with NISA! WTF? I KNEW I SHOULD'VE GONE TO 3/8! But noooo, THERE'S HIATORY THERE! I ARE HATING HISTORY YO! See! Now my english is disrupted! sigh. Anyway it's 25 minutes before I'm going off to Harbour Front to meet Trishna. She said meet at the Fountain. WHAT FOUNTAIN? I'm so unfamiliar with Vivo City! Yeah I have yet to explore Harbour Front areas. Or Vivo City at least. I'm taking a long bus ride there. I should take MRT. But I don't know. I wanna sleep.

I didn't get much sleep last night. I think it's becauseI slept in the evening yesterday. I didn't even know I did. I was just lying on the sofa enjoying the wind. The next thing I knew I was knocked out. Not seriously knocked but you get my point. I woke up almost every hour. I DON'T EVEN KNOW I WAS ASLEEP ENOUGH TO BE AWOKEN! Sigh. My nose is runny again. That reminds me. I should take some pills before going. Ah. I think I should go a bit earlier to wait for the bus.

L!ME SONIC BANG! Can't wait. BUT WHO AM I TO ROCK OUT WITH WHEN EVERYONE'S IN THE MOSH PIT! Mosh Pit's are exclusive. It's right out front and you need a pass. Which I didn't get. WHY GEN?! WHY JO!? WHY BLADDER?! WHY?!?!? WHY DO I NEED TO PEE RIGHT NOW?!?! Ahem.

Hope I could meet some of my friends from the band so I can take photos. Oh which reminds me I gotta bring my camera. Ah anyway gotta jet. I'll see ya'll later ;]

This morning I probably woke up kinda warm. I think I have a fever.

NO! I CAN'T HAVE A FEVER NOW! IT'S LIME SONIC BANG! TOMORROW!

Anyway I took a lot of the pills so I feel better. But still have runny nose. Good thing it ain't goin' nowhere.

I just ordered from KFC and Pizza Hut. [Now how is that helping my fever?] My dad didn't like to order. Or probably doesn't know how to. Just have to wait till 9.30... Sigh.

I went to Causeway Point this afternoon. My lil bro's friend came to play. LOL. Like Cel. So we walked around the boring bazaar. It's not so lively. Well I guess it was too early. We looked for pants. Well I bought 2 pairs of shorts. The FAKE Billabong ones. And I wanted to look for 3/4 pants for tomorrow. Well it IS at a beach. You expect peolpe to wear jeans? Well probably the guys or the super emo's are. After we bought like chicken kebabs, we didn't find ANY nice pants. So we went inside the shopping centre.

They went ALL OUT for X'MAS. LIGHTS! LIGHTS! TREES WITH LIGHTS! LIGHTS FOR YOUR INTERIORS! LIT UNDERWEAR!
No I'm just kidding.

My dad was like, "Aiyah.How long will you take?" and I was like, "As long as I have to" so he took his wallet out and shoved 50 BUCKS into my hand and was like, "Go look yourself, I'm outta here."
So there I went alon happily with an empty stomach. Well the thing is my mum told me to make him buy stuff for us. As much as we can to punish him for you-know-what. Which is coming soon. Monday. Going to Court.

So anyway I went from Metro, to Hang Ten, to 77th Street, to Samuel and Kevin [I couldn't believe they didn't have the kind of 3/4 pants I wanted!]. I walked all around, well Causeway Point is almost as big as Vivo City. Well according to Aunty Liz, CP is one of the most busiest place in Singapore. But I really never notice until she said so. I finally went into this place called 'm store' and the clothes there were very nice. I went to the 3/4 pants section.

Well the kinds I want are the ones half-way up my leg. And I want many pockets where I can put stuff in it. I describe it as 'chunky'

I found some nice one. But the material is...like the soft polyester ones. This old aunty came up to me. Well she's one of the owners and she was like "Lai, girl you want pants ah?" so I was like "Yeah" and she started passing me some, well they're nice but I wanted the black one. Well I got the black one. It was kinda frilly though, which I didn't get but I guess it suits a lot of outings I guess. And it had this sparkly ribbon as the belt. It was so pretty. It was on sale and it was $32.30 and orginally it was $36 I think. Well it was 10% discount so you do the math.

Oh look my KFC just came. Now I have to wait for Pizza Hut.

Oh did you know I have Guitar Hero 3? Well got in from Jarta. Pirated, of course. Now I got all the GH except GH2. I got Rock the 80's too. I JUST DON'T HAVE THE GUITAR!

Oh well gotta eat.

12th October
Teenager with the immature mind
Unlimited Imagination
Love;Life;MUSIC

Websites;
FRIENDSTER
www.friendster.com/myesha
MYSPACE
www.myspace.com/riahz
LIVEJOURNAL
http://muh-rye-uh.livejournal.com

MUSIC
Fall Out Boy
Cobra Starship
The Academy Is...
Panic!At The Disco
The Hush Sound
Gym Class Heroes
MY Chemical Romance
Good Charlotte
The Bravery
Keane
30 Seconds To Mars
Jamie Cullen
Hilary Duff
Gwen Stefani
Ciara
Alicia Keys
Hinaro Aya
Y.U.I
Hirai Ken
Crystal Kay

You know there's much more to this list and I can't go on so you get the point right?

FOB Website
My other Maple blog
COME HERE TO READ CRAP!
The Baka Family
Genevieve
Chelsey
Joanna
Siti Hajar
Yu Bin
MCR Website
GC Website
Madihah
Yun Hi
Geraldine
Kellsie Chua
Kellice Chua
Mahera
Yasmin
Namirah
Hazel
Ruzana
Michele Wong
Siti Aisyah
Amanda Lim
Shi Ming
Lira
Desiree
MARIAclara
Naddy
Shiqin
Michelle T.
DANN!



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